ok so i just watched the movie the labyrinth for the first time in ages right and i never saw how parreleled bowie is to satan. like the whole end bit with the you have no power over me thats just like us and satan right? and we go through labirynths in life and he trys to get us to forget or fall into smelly pits or chill with dancing puppets that pull of their own heads. mmm the labyrinth. i went to the video shop to get it and green street hooligans but of course green street wasnt there even tho the computer said that it was and they didnt even have kidulthood. my beard is looking awesome but its itchy. photos are fun. i love finding old friends who have started taking photos and are freakishly good at it. mmmm william is quite the goods. mm hmmm. prayer - can prayer just be the inner monologue between us and ourselves and god?? i need some prayer retraining i feel. and stat. i thought i had more to say but i think i clearly need some bed action. so i will sleep now peace. J Dear Lord Master Saviour. I want to be curious about you and your ways. I want to spend all of the rest of my days excited about figuring you out. I don't understand the pull of drugs but i understand that they seem to go nowhere or uneeded places which don;t include your kingdom. I want to like one hundred per cent. I want to live the life that you dream of for me. I want to live the life that i run from every day. and i want to make others even more curious about you. I want to make people think everytime i open my mouth just like jesus did. I want to live in a way that make people see that their lives aren't lining up with their potential and by living with you in my heart they too get a sense of who you are. I want to create for you. i want to play music that you will dance to with joyous smiles on your face, i want to paint pictures that tell stories that entertain you and keep you in suspense for days and years. I want to take photographs that make you cry and i want to write my thoughts down i a way that makes you proud of who ive become. I want to make you laugh with the way i think about the human condition and the strange ways we've deviated from our targets. you've opened my eyes to more. now i want you to open my heart. and yes thats corny but thems the breaks. | 
